grieving 'moo'-ments

Dear moo-readers,
chubby moo-moo is not feeling well today. emang moo-moo tipe yang rada sensi dan melankolik. sapi ini kalo udah sediih bisa tak mampu tidur..hmm..setelah berkontemplasi 24 jam nonstop masih begitu sakit rasanya. kalo lagi stres begini logat betawi kayaknya kurang sreg buat curhat, inggris lebih bisa nangkap perasaan si moo-moo. bukan moo-moo mo sok londo lho..anyway..komentar aja ya?

are we transforming lives if we always seems to know what's best?would steps forward misplaced our ability to be faithful in these seemingly- insignificant 'roots' of integrity? Alas! faithful friends; time have been so exhaustedly consumed, only to answer questions needed not to be; why?! one firm step is more precious than miles away; surely a single deeply rooted relationship..more precious than flowers of splendor and recognition for others to see; would we stop and listen before is to late? before so many willing hearts bleeds from slashes of contradictory advancement? O Lord have mercy! how can we be more simple? how can we comprehend and be faithful from the smallest, unseen corner of integrity?how can we accept..that to know needs time; to accept needs progressive change...to be wholehearted..rooted in Your word..to be wise..tears and disillusiones overcomed...inspite of all?no more..oh please no more! crying for those who step away..brokenhearted for lost chances! all failures to share..not because of unwillingness..but because the stumbling block we have become.Lord purify me, if all this tears are for my cause alone!